Gods mirror

wow! what an amazing past few days...its so refreshing to experience worship here. My heart is slowly opening and searching for the love of Christ. I feel like a mirror is being held up in front of me and im finally having to look at all of the emptiness inside of me needing to be filled with the holy spirit. Gods showing me "who" i am and "who" i have become! He is starting to shake me and wake me up and just fill me with His love ..I dont want to fight it and i dont want to be doubtful or hold back. God never wants us to hold back not when he has SO MUCH to give. He's the one whose in charge and can take u to places make u do things have you impact people in ways you have NEVER imagined. I never realized how cold and afraid i have grown just over the past year. I lost all my true passion and joy... I want to find it again! I cant wait to dive into our scripture verses and really begin a brand new construction in our hearts. Everyday becomes more and more comfortable here on campus. I cant wait for the day when i can call this home and know everyone here. Just sitting in the meeting today with everyone on the DTS really opened my eyes to how huge God is. I never thought about the same God who talks to me and works in my life is talking to the friends i just met in south korea, norway, australia, and denmark. They are also being spoken to in their own language and culture and feel what i am feeling on the other side of the world! We are truly as christians connected. Its so much fun learning about other cultures i love hearing stories of their homes and listening to new words and expressions. There is so much to say ...im honestly rambling on this blog. I can't wait to begin posting after our classes begin and share what we are learning and hearing from God. I'm ready to be on this coming "high" for Jesus.